From Chaos to Calm

It doesn’t matter what is happening around me- what does matter is the consciousness I Am holding while it’s happening. What am I holding; compassion or judgment, love or fear?

When Spirit asked Raeul and I to hold an event at Kaikoura, the place where snowy mountains meet deep seas in the South Island of New Zealand, we were given the brief that our group would consider some of the aspects that would shape our next Golden Age. We were also told that the Ancient Ones, the beloved Whales, would be communing with us to determine if the consciousness of humanity was sufficiently evolved for them to share their ancient codes of wisdom.

Ocean and Mountains from sea Kaikoura 2017

Under the guidance of ascended master Almora, each group had a topic to discuss and conceive as part of the blue-print for our New Earth. We learned that other groups were also doing this around the globe. We looked at the Language of the New Earth (which was more to do with silently observing from our Hearts than speaking), World Governance (also about listening rather than dictating), the new Spiritual Order (all-embracing of beliefs and spiritual support for children), plus Wellness and Architecture. Our very special group of five children were asked to consider the Animal Kingdom and it seems like zoo’s will not be a part of our New Earth!

The group discussions were powerful, insightful, inspirational and some held a practical component while others are yet to move into this tangible expression. We shall be holding our group consciousness for at least the next three months via a closed Facebook page as it was made known that each group and each person would have an opportunity to manifest an aspect of their topic between now and summer solstice 2017.

Yet there was another important element at play; we were also working within a very specific band of energies which straddled the aftermath of a ‘disaster’ and the co-creation of the resulting opportunities that have come forth. The community of Kaikoura had experienced severe earthquakes ten months ago and is currently in recovery mode. Located 90 minutes north of Christchurch, this small town is famous for whales and dolphins, surfing, abundant seafood and spectacular scenery, making it a very popular tourist destination. The energies we were working with, and the resulting blueprint or template we were laying, was not just for Kaikoura, but for any area around the globe affected by sudden upheaval.

Kaikoura Bay early morning mist 2017

Our chaos began earlier in the week with disruption to flights out of Auckland and further road closures into Kaikoura, making many of our participants a little uneasy. But all obstacles were cleared the day before the event began, allowing the facilitators and a several others to arrive early and make readiness.

However, the next day, Friday, was a very different story with ghastly weather setting in causing muds slips and flooding to again close roads into Kaikoura. Nine of our people were stranded in their cars and two others couldn’t reach us as their flights into the small Kaikoura airfield had been cancelled. Those who were travelling had to manage stress, fatigue, uncertainty, discomfort for up to eight hours while those of us already in Kaikoura held them with prayers of encouragement and trusted they would safely arrive. Finally, all arrived in varying states from adrenalin-fueled excitement to sheer exhaustion; each person was offered what they needed most…a hot cup of compassion.

Saturday saw the elemental kingdom greatly calmed and we were able to hold a beautiful Equinox Ceremony by the sea. In fact, we were standing in an area that prior to the quakes had been two metres under the water! Our five children were honoured by representing each of the platonic solids of Water, Earth, Fire, Air and Ether. Waters gathered from the White and Red Springs in Glastonbury, along with water from Lake Taupo and Lake Rotopounamu (planetary spinner vortex for Water) were offered as a gift to the ocean and we were delighted as a wave suddenly rushed up to meet us, just stopping at our feet. The energies of the Equinox hold the perfect balance of all things and is a powerful time to co-create, especially when rapid change is appropriate. Again, we voiced our intentions for our New Earth, and gave thanks to Gaia, our Mother-Father Creator and All aligned with this Divine Plan.

2 Group at Equinox Ceremony Site Sally Brake       Photo by Sally Brake
1 Altar Equinox 2017 Spring Kaikoura Sally BrakePhoto by Sally Brake

Sunday felt like the beginning of our new Golden Age as a glorious sunrise and absolute stillness of the Elements greeted us! The image below captures a golden ‘human cross’ with arms reaching all around our planet, connecting us All in Oneness. Nineteen of us had chosen to go on the Whale Watch boat while the other eight stayed with Dellaina to commune with the Ancient Ones from the shore.

Sunrise before whale watch Kaikoura 2017

I was grateful that stormy seas had now returned to a gentle sparkly blue swell and that the sun was warming my face as I looked back to the mountains wearing their cloaks of fresh snow. To be embraced by such beauty while quietly hoping to encounter the Beings of Light that we know as Whales in this dimension, was magical indeed.

Kaikoura from sea Equinox 2017

But it was not magical for all our group; as our boat headed into the very deep waters that draw the Whales, two of the children and their mother were terribly seasick. As someone who often suffered from this during six years of ocean-living I well understood their misery. Raeul and I divided our time between being outdoors with our group, singing to the ocean dwellers, and tending to our unwell companions.

Group on whale watch Kaikoura 2017Just the one Sperm Whale was sighted that day and we witnessed it dive before we headed back to shore.

Whale Tail Kaikoura 2017

To make up for the lack of Whales our crew took us to enjoy the antics of an enormous group of dolphins who enchanted all on board. Now, back in the shallow waters I was feeling very content with our beautiful morning on the ocean when suddenly an excited shout from the cockpit and the slowed boat signaled a dash outside to witness a Humpback Whale cruising just metres from us!

I intuitively knew ‘This was OUR Whale’! Immediately I felt activations in my crown chakra as Light Language flowed to the Whale and I was aware of a beautiful Maori woman offering a Karakia (prayer) to this Ancient One who stayed with us for many minutes. Our crew explained how unusual this sighting was for two reasons; Whales are never seen in these shallow waters and the rest of the Humpback Whales had already migrated to Tonga two weeks ago. I just smiled and sent silent gratitude to this Being of Light for waiting for us.

When we rejoined the other group, it was discovered they had been able to see the Humpback too as it was so close to shore, meaning we were all connecting in with it at the same time…perfection as always! Two days later as Raeul and I were flying back to Auckland, The Ancient Ones spoke to me and said what they had been looking for had been found in our group…Compassion. Despite the challenges of the storm, the inherent limitations of our venue /accommodation, and the sea-sickness of some of our group, as a collective we had sufficiently held compassion in our Hearts. During our time together, we had experienced a micro-version of the ‘aftermath to creation energies’; as they needed to be sure of or readiness. Although all our group discussions were totally Heart-centred, it was the daily interactions they were watching closely to see if we had embodied Compassion… so that no matter what was happening to us or around us, we still held Compassion… for ourselves and for others,

Heart-felt gratitude to all those who gathered with us both physically and etherically, and a special thank you to Dellaina Hascha for collaborating with us to channel the loving wisdom of ascended master Almora.

4 Group at Kaikoura Spring Equinox 2017 Co-creating With The Ancient Ones Sally BrakePhoto by Sally Brake
3 Raeul, Annwyn, Dellaina after Equinox Ceremony Sally BrakePhoto by Sally Brake

Most of all, thank you to The Ancient Ones as we look forward to our co-creation unfolding as our New Earth takes shape.

MEGAPTERA NOVAEANGLIAEPS, I only just discovered the whale in this image I have been using to promote our event is … a Humpback Whale!

When Grief No Longer Dwells Within Us

golden avalokitesvara_kuan_yin_by_tigermyuouAscended Master Quan Yin Embodies Unconditional Love and Compassion, Forgiveness and Mercy.

 

In 2012 I published my first book, ‘Dry Your Tears’ which described my journey as an awakening soul, triggered by the sudden death of my teenage son. I had no idea when my son died in the millennium year that I would eventually become a messenger for thousands, millions of others who will inevitably also experience the passing of a partner, son, daughter, sibling or friend, including those of the animal kingdom. If the concept of the Eternal Soul and Eternal Life is beyond your current belief system, I invite you to at least be open to the possibility that we need not respond to the transition of a loved with disbelief, shock, or fear, let alone live forever burdened with grief.

It took me nine years to truly understand that there is no death, and another three years to actually embody that understanding, turning it from knowledge into a living wisdom. During the first nine years I approached death and grief as most people do, through the mind. I diligently became resilient as required by society, and eventually bullet-proof as I adapted my life and refused to be seen as a ‘victim of grief’.  Never one to do things by halves I went sailing for six years to prove how strong I was; a powerful free spirit, allowing the winds of great oceans to keep me free from the shackles of grief! Harr!

Finally living ashore again in 2009, I met ascended master Quan Yin, the Goddess of Unconditional Love, Compassion and Forgiveness. Horrors! I was soon to discover I was not resilient at all as she set about gently dismantling my mental rigging until the one thing I had been avoiding was revealed …my very tattered Heart. Oh dear, it was so firmly shut down I didn’t even know it wasn’t functioning… No wonder I hadn’t felt anything anymore!

Under her loving gentle guidance, I began to work with an ancient healing/ascension heart-focused technique which gradually began to allow my Heart to heal and slowly open, chink by chink. Ouch! It was soooo painful! But Quan Yin’s beautiful frequencies of Love and Compassion were flooding me every time I practised the technique; she was literally holding me in her energies until my own reservoir of self-love had become full.

As the months went by I realised I was beginning to sense an aspect of myself that had previously been hidden; I was able to feel love again! This continued to expand and grow until finally I could meet my beloved son in my heart-space, without dissolving into tears. As my heart continued to heal I discovered I could love myself and others in a way that had not been possible before. We cannot love another until we love ourselves.

I have found that it is essential to work with knowledge we are given and to anchor the frequencies that go with it. Otherwise it simply remains knowledge which is not serving the purpose it was intended for; to move us along in our Soul journey. We could even go so far as to say that when we have knowledge yet don’t actively apply it in our daily lives, we are missing the full potentials of these gifts. It was grief that offered me the most valuable treasure of all; Unconditional Love and Compassion.

Now, sixteen years since my darling son Tim (aged 17 years) ‘died’ in a car crash just like his uncle did a few days ago, I speak through my Voice of Divine Wisdom and Divine Love when I say that it is absolutely possible that we can experience the transition of a loved one without being crippled by grief, shock, horror or fear. These feelings are all frequencies that are found in the spectrum that vibrates as a resonance less than Unconditional Love and Compassion. When we heal all of the wounds that belong in that spectrum, we move into a new spectrum where the range of feelings don’t include the previous ones. It was the transition of my brother four days ago that alerted me to this revelation that ‘grief does not dwell within me anymore.’ I realised that those frequencies were no longer available to me. Instead, I Am at peace as I celebrate his journey home to the Light Realms and I salute another human journey on Earth.

If grief has come to your door, welcome this unexpected guest like a long-lost friend who has come to share a magical journey with you. Let the tears  flow freely and the laughter to mix comfortably. Allow a surrender of self so that unseen ones may hold you in their loving embrace, lifting you above the mundane so you can glimpse the potential gifts offered; what you choose to receive is up to you.

I feel it is curiously synchronistic that the topic of releasing old belief systems surrounding death and grief is revisited just two weeks before Raeul and I present an event at sacred mountain Aoraki/Mt Cook, which is very much connected. Titled The Resurrection of the Golden Light of Christ’ we are invited to remember the true state of humanity is Divine Love, Divine Wisdom and Divine Power. When we embody these qualities we also embody a Golden Light in our entire cellular body and Chakra system which is seen by others as halos. Eternal Life is a very real aspect of our Divinity and as told to us by Jesus (and by many ancient teachers before Jesus such as Quan Yin and Tibetan Masters, is available to all who choose it. Annwyn Hanham 6/8/2016